These eyes

These eyes
Covered with tears

lies

all out of pain
Secrets
Pills taken

heart beating,
Mind racing,
These eyes
Covered with tears again

living in hell

memories of before
hanging over the edge

A distorted mind
A trust destroyed,
The Future seems shady,
The present seems dreary,

Waiting for darkness to come
To end this day

While holding onto my heart,
And forever Waiting

to be Found ..............

While Thinking

In this craziness
Tears had fallen
like the rain pouring
creating confusion in my brain
these feelings must be conquered
inside I felt I’ve been ripped apart
by uncertainty
Isolated
confined

and stuck in misery
this is disturbing me
Depressed and alone
I’m sitting here
Thinking
While leaving my true self behind me
it's bringing out the worst in me
and I’m stuck here
In this craziness
hoping to be freed
While thinking

A Feeling

A smile ,

A feeling of hope ,

A love so wonderful

and, then there was a problem ,
a sadness so strong that for every day forward
Felt so difficult now as weak as ever
I make a wish
To see the smile again
To feel the love
To have that hope ……….